and ex makes 3

We have been destroying a lot of stuff in our yard this summer so of course any kind of destruction call for St. He is the master of breaking things - truly a gift. And enough time has passed that he is less the guy who proposed to me and more just a friend now. But every once in a while S, St and I are all working on the same project in close quarters, or eating together, or hanging out and it crosses my mind . . . I dated both of these guys. I could have married either of these guys. They are both still apart of my life and each others. Weird.