drinking

So today is the last day of school. No kids for the last 3 days - just staff development - but it has been awful. simply awful. I just want to run. I hate my profession, I hate my principal, I hate my job, I am just done . . . and pissed as hell. So I came home early - forgot my obligations

and drank.

I don't know how I feel about this. I have always poo-pooed people who drink casually at home. I always figured drinking=partying and kept it in that place. But I have changed. For better or worse or just different I don't know. But I am tired. I am fried, and I have an enormous amount of work ahead of me.

So I don't care.

right now.