Today has been an odd day. We went to the appointment and found that there was no heart beat, no movement, and in fact- for us- no baby any more. We are in shock. The baby grew since last week, when the last ultra sound was, but its growth had not continued. It is done.
So we move on. I guess. I may keep the baby for a while, so this Thursday I go in to verify that indeed the stuff is as bad as we feel, and then next Monday I will go in and have everything removed.
Weird and sad. Really sad. I can't talk to my dad yet, they know but it is hard to talk about- really hard- especially with him. I don't want to deal yet. It is hard to know the next steps. . .
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