Dear S,

im sorry.
im sorry that i am insane.
sometimes.
i checked prices today and they are better.
vegas is doable - you were right
im sorry.
i didn't want to wreck our chance of going
and i didn't want to disappoint you
stupid
you did all of the right things
that I told you to do
you just didnt read my mind
when my mind changed
it sucks that you cant read my mind
or that i think you can/should
sorry.
i love you
really.
ps. we need to have s%$ soon.
love, me